bad news....

i was about to leave my desk when i saw an e-mail with Your application to Information Technology Programs as the subject. i opened it to read the following:

Dear IT Programs Applicant:

I regret to inform you that we will be unable to accommodate any new students into the Information Technology Programs this fall.

the majority of the e-mail is pure bullsh*t, but i couldn't believe what i've gone through for the process and they just get rid of the entire program just like that. i took an entrance exam on tuesday. i spent weeks bugging out about this crap. and they cancel the whole program? WHAT?

i need a cigarette.

oh, that's right, i don't smoke.

what a crock of sh*t. so what now? i told myself if i didn't get in i would head to the west coast in six months. i technically didn't get in. does that mean i should be ready to go? :( maybe i should just apply for school somewhere else, see if i can get the tuition benefit still. grrr....