aah, now i remember...

additional ranting is lovely.

ex-bf rant so the other day, guess who calls me... you got it. RYAN. the ex. the idiot. the asshole. the "i'd be a f*cking moron if i ever trust this guy ever again" guy.

so after this e-mail that i foolishly wrote to him earlier in the month basically telling him what i thought about him and how he should basically piss off... well, apparently it made him realize that he did all these horrible things to me and that he should come clean with his current girlfriend about everything. f*cking moron.

anyway.

so guess what? they broke up. and what's even better? they broke up on my birthday. so he calls me to tell me all of this bull, like it matters to me or something. *sigh* what is it about guys and not being able to let things go? i'm expecting him to call me one of these days before he heads out to live with his sister. eh. i'm done with all of that.

future rant so i'm beginning to give up on the whole staying here for school thing. i mean, i'll apply to appease my mom. i told her yesterday that i think i'm going to apply and if i don't get in i'm off to the west coast. i think that's reasonable, don't you think? so take the test at the end of the month. if fail - go to west coast either in san fran or in canada (hey kim, i'm looking at jobs in vancouver! get me out of this frikkin country!). if not, stay here for an additional two years and go to school and then move to the west coast. definitely reasonable. :)

politics rant i HATE politics. hate hate HATE with a passion. but this year, everyone seems to be involved. why? because the leader of the united states is a douchebag. his ratings are down and suddenly major cities are on elevated alert. huh? and this is all based on old reports? huh? what? one thing that does bother me is the split vote. i was watching the news the other day and a woman stated she was unhappy with the president but didn't think kerry was the man for the job either. HELLO. let's live the 2000 election over again, shall we? if we don't vote bush out of office, we might as well start WWIII. because it seems as if he has no problem declaring war on a country that has no evidence of weapons of mass destruction or ties to al queda. let's just start bombing any other country that doesn't agree with us! *sigh*

and, no offense to FL residents, but if your state decides to go through with the computerized voting booths, which i'm sure a 10 year old whiz kid could hack into, i will automatically blame your state if bush wins FL in 2004. sorry.