boring...

god work is boring. i'm so sleepy right now i can fall asleep at my desk. *sigh*

things on my mind (in no particular order)

• i need to get f*ck out of my apartment. i'm tired of living with people. i'm tired of not having an animal around. i'm tired of paying an arm and a leg for rent and living in a room the size of a closet. waah.
• i need to either quit my job or suck up my pride and stay here for two more years and go to school. now the question is CTA program or masters in technology management?
• i need to shut up about being fat, get my whiny pansy ass back to the gym. or start running. either way, shut up about being fat.
• i need to go to td waterhouse and close that friggin account that's draining me of all my money. open 9 months and i've LOST about $250. sick.
• i need to do my laundry. i refuse to go another week without doing it. and between my apartment and jason's i have no clothing left.
• i have to decide what i want to do for the big 2-8. damn i'm old. so it's either a week at a beach house in the hamptons or a road trip. or both. but i can't afford it! bah. *sigh*
• i MUST be pms'ing, because i am pissed as all hell.
• my phone is all f*cked up, because i just got messages from last week today. WTF? now i missed a call from my little while she was in town, and now she's probably gone. sh*tty.
• i need to get knitting again. i have spent too much frikkin money on yarn just to have it sit around and not be made into anything.
• i need to give people their stuff already. i have kat's CHRISTMAS present AND birthday present AND a bunch of clothes i borrowed before i left for hawaii in APRIL; i still have aud's presents and it's all just accumulating. i'm thinking mebbe i should just buy you one huge present and give it to you at the beginning of the year.
• i still want to move to hawaii.